Archive for September, 2009

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today, im just a girl… sittin here starin at my phone…waitin for the dr to call with my biopsy results…torn between hoping they are positive or hoping they are negative.  strange, right?  who wants positive biopsy results?  well, today, i would take it.  i would take anything.  anything is better then nothing.  i am tired of not knowing.  knowing would be the first step in not being sick all the time.  the first step in getting my life back!

i keep getting emails and comments wondering what  i found out at the dr.  so far, NOTHING!

the first trip was a general “looksy” and a full panel of blood work, including hormones and thyroid.  thats it.  pretty much the dr saying “hmmm, yep something is wrong but i have no idea what so lets throw some darts at this dart board and see what we hit”  so that day they sucked out like 10 tubes of blood and sent me on my way to come back another day.  just got the bill for that and um  that lil visit was $700+.  yikes!  thats a lot of money for an “i dont know”

on trip 2 i got my blood test results.  everything was normal.  huh?  hormones normal, thyroid normal.  blood pressure was high but she was concerned that my “blood count” was only 7 when it should be a 12.  I do NOT know “what” blood count, she didnt say.  since my bloodworking dart did not hit on anything specific, she decided to do a  ultrasound and a pap smear, which were totally normal so she decided a biopsy of my uterine wall would reveal the answer because it was the only other thing she knew to check.

she was supposed to call friday or yesterday with my test results.  she did not call.  so this morning i called them.  i was put on hold and then told the dr would rather speak to me herself and would call me back later today. hmmm.  is that good or bad?

if she calls back and says she STILL has no idea, what then?  i’m thinking really i should be trying to find a different dr.  but how do you even do that?  im not a dr kind of person.  we dont have a family physician, i dont go to the dr.  i have to be dying to go to the dr.  really!  how do you pick a dr?  how do you know you are seeing the right kind of dr? 

sigh.

today i’m just a girl impatiently waiting a phone call.  the phone call that will reveal the process that will become my near future.  ring phone.  phone, ring.  ring.  ring dammit…

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I finally felt like DOING something!  Woohoo!  Is this a sign I’m feeling better?!  I hope so!

If you haven’t stopped by the color challenge at DSO then you are missing out on a TON of freebies!  The challenge is simple enough, use the colors provided to either do a layout or make a free something er other.  And I have to say, most folks make “somethin er others”!  Its so freakin awesome!

So this months challenge was using this here swatch…

and if you play along, then KimB will give you this here

and I really want that damn tree so….

since I was feeling pretty good today (see earlier post as proof) I whipped up this here

6 papers, an overlay, and 7 embellies…

Now, I haven’t given a freebie for a while so let me explain how this works.

This freebie will be available right HERE until the end of the month.  On the first, it will no longer be free but you will be able to purchase it.  So, with this in mind, please do NOT share my files. If you want to pass it on to a friend, that’s cool, just send them here to get it for themselves.    Nothing too drastic there, right?  Cool.

Now, go play in the challenge and get yourself some more free schtuff!

Ok, consider this tomorrows post, so I dont feel like a double posting spammer. he-he.

>out<

I have to tell you that nothing is better then spendin a fun "nothing” day with my bff!  When she called this morning, I was actually in a good mood and feelin good and she was like “ahhh hell, we’re going out to today…”  and I was like “what? but Im working, I actually FEEL like working…” and she was all like “you sound great, Im on my way…”  and I was all like “but but…”  and she was like “putting on my shoes…” and I was like “but but” and she was like “grabbing my keys…” and I was like “but but” and she was like “openin the door…” and I was like “ok but I’ll drive!”  hehehehe!  I love my bff!  Her’s is SUCH a bad influence!  hahah!

So here’s a  little run down of our mornin’….

Nothing makes my day like goin for one of these…

with one of these…

to someplace with a menu made just for us…

hahah!

We laughed and cut up the entire time we were there.  We even tempted our awesome waitress Melissa to sit down a spell and share a giggle!

{Thanks Melissa!  It was nice to meet you!!!!!!} 

This next pic was my view out the window.  It really cracked me up for some reason.  I just thought it was the funniest.  Sandy finally was like “WTF?!”   and I had to ‘xplain…

I guess if Someone gets REALLY hungry, they could just go next door to get the money to eat at Subway. LOL  Admittedly its not that funny now, but jacked up on 2 pots of coffee, waitin’ on food, it was the funniest shit, I swear it was. LOL

ok, one last pic of the bff wif her lil pumpkinhead.  Aint he the cutest!

ok, Im feelin some mojo in my pocket just waitin to come out and play so

>Im out<